falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Friday, July 18, 2008 10:14 PM
Feeling the worst now..No matter how much effort I put in, things are not turning out right for me. School, love and even my family! What's going on? Is it all my fault? I have been trying my best to change, sorry if I don't meet your expectations but at least I tried! Putting in so much effort in terms of affairs of heart, but no matter what, it's still a single sided kind of thing, which will never bear any fruit..The deeper I fall, the more painful it is...I have tried to stop that feeling from coming, though I don't even know how to do it exactly..Tried to treat him normally but I simply can't..It's my problem, isn't it? It was a problem from the very beginning, when I started to like him..If I didn't like him then things wouldn't turn out the way it is now right? What's the point of me being stubborn? Urgh!! I just can't help it! If I could I wouldn't be so emotional now! And it certainly didn't help when people can't stop making fun of me...comment
