falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Monday, July 28, 2008 4:18 PM
I failed my PACC test, although I expected bad results, I didn't expect to fail it! Mixed feelings when I got back my paper..People around me were exclaiming, "Lucky I didn't fail!" Wth! I just did! Though I wanted them to shut up, I just kept quiet, pretended everything was fine, did my corrections etc. Mrs Tan asked us to sign our marks, I realized I was the lowest in class..Gosh! I really hate the feeling of this! Shit! Pardon me today, I am agitated! Upset that the whole weekend devoted to PACC that week vanished, what came were stress and tiredness which resulted in my bad results. Excuses? I dunno..But all I know, is that I'm truly disappointed in myself, got to pick myself up, but I dunno how..Fortunately, I didn't let my tears flow..Although it almost did when Terence asked me my marks..Held back and occupied myself with other things..Damn Freaking IRRITATING! ARGH!!!! I AM ANGRY AT MYSELF! Just can't believe I actually failed despite studying for the test! I don't care! I am gonna study real hard for the PACC end of sem test, I need to score, if not I'm dead..Anyway, on the happier side, I managed to do my part for Frontpage for ITAM! Sense of achievement of the day..Then managed to meet my another dar, WT today! She so pretty now! Getting more mature looking, maybe because of her curls, so nice.. =P And now, here I am trying to finish part of my psycho report! Cya!~~~When you have worked hard, don't worry about success or failure. When you have done your best, don't worry if you have failed! You can do it CLARINE! =) ~~~
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