falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Monday, August 11, 2008 3:59 PM
Bored! Having a headache~ Spending the whole day at home, meant to study but oh my god, what have I learnt? How I wish I have someone studying with me now! Then I can "concentrate" on my studies! Hahas..But really, I'm tasting lots of boredom, I feel like putting down my studies for a moment, but I know I can't, just by doing nothing during the weekends is already making me feel guilty that I'm not studying..Omg! How?? How?? Can I stop time where it is now and let me enjoy first before continuing to study? I know I can't..But...I really wish for time to stop when my most precious memories were..Friday when I brought the volleyball my ex-boyfriend gave me, it brought back the memories of us being together, Kian Tat asked me if it was my ex who gave me the ball..Obviously, but somehow, I didn't answer him, because I didn't know what to give as an answer..Very often, people always wait until they lose their precious ones before realizing their value..The same happened to me..How I wish it never happened then those moments would not become stored memories like now..They would be living memories..The name of my ex was on the vb, and I wanted to erase it, but no matter how I erase that name from the surface of the vb, it will always remain as a part of my past..Isn't it? Not that I still have feelings for my ex-bf, I just want those with their loved ones to treasure each other, don't ever wait till you lose each other before you regret and find out that she/he is the one for you..All the best to those couples out there..And of course, treasure your parents, your family..Well, here to blog to rid the boredom..Somehow, I can see a bit of success..Anyway, if you're wondering why I didn't blog yesterday, it was because I didn't have the mood to..It was such great news to hear that my dad will be bringing us to Vivo city! I thought I could shop after my elder brother got his phone but what the..I ended up not being able to shop at all! Truly disappointed! And the damn trip ended with shopping at Giant! How I wished I had asked my friends to go out with me instead..What's shopping at Giant? Seriously, I didn't want to show my displeasure so when I got home, I slept all the way through the night..Damn..Still upset about the whole incident...Whatever..Next time I shall not go with such high hopes! Anyway, congratz to my bro, Terence, his mum getting him a PSP for his birthday! Nice one, bro..Finally got his wish..When am I going to get my very own digital camera? I want one! But I can't get it..=( Sad..Shall not elaborate on my sadness..Damn..Pardon me for using crude language but I just can't help it..comment
