falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Sunday, August 17, 2008 10:53 AM
Filled with confusion..been working thru' the nights, feel my headache back..what's more, relationship matters back to haunt me..I don't know..I want to concentrate on FOM now! Nothing else matters except for the upcoming test! Urgh! Frustration...Just hope that this last minute revision can help me pass the fom test seriously..Anyway, was on the phone with him last night..I remembered the days we had, the wonderful memories, then the past came back to haunt me..How he left me, how he broke his promise..He asked me this qns last night, "Will you still patch with me if I'm single again?" And I don't know what came over me but I just replied yeah, I might..Wth! What's going on with me?! He hurt me that badly the last time and I still replied yes! Omg..Even I myself don't understand..Maybe it's because he was the only one I had such strong feelings for..Made the fall ever harder for myself..Afraid of me being impulsive again..Is this all going to be a nightmare again? He just said he loves me too..What am I going to do now??? Nonetheless, gonna put my heart and soul for the final bit for FOM, seriously, I'm just waiting for the test to be over and done with..=P Anyway, really wanna thank those who offered me hamsters for my bdae present! And those people are my dearest Wan-ting, Denise, Munirah, Gabriel and of course, not forgetting my brother, Terence! Million thanks to you babes and guys! =D
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