falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 7:46 PM
If you thought that being hurt once is bad, been hurt twice is worse. Furthermore, it's the same person. And now he's back to haunt me again. He would call on me out of the blue, ask me out for lunch and either he's pretending or it's true...He would be in love with me all over again. It seemed too good to be true at first, then it became a total nightmare for me. I dreamt of wedding bells the previous night and he called me today? Some signal? I don't know, but I just want the image and memories to be wiped out! When we broke up, either I was numb or too sad to feel anything, I just disregarded that unsuccessful relationship. But today, it was too overwhelming. The feelings just rushed back to me and my eyes were red...Flooded...This is stupid. I really can't figure out what is he up to, but I just want to keep away from him, avoid the pain, sadness that he brought me. It sucks to even remember of him right now. Sad to say, it's difficult to forget him. No matter how strong I act, I still get hurt in the end, and end up with a wider wound each time. It's really as though somebody just spread salt on my wound. What's he up to? Freak...The pain just won't go away will it? =((comment
