I saw him today... Yet again, I shy away, desperate for a corner to hide and not let him see me, I'm not sure why am I so scared of him. Am I scared of him or I just don't want to see him to evoke those hidden emotions in me? Freak! It still did, I woke up with a bad headache and feverish. And, it just worsen after I saw him. Fortunately, I didn't see him with his girlfriend, I'm not sure if I can take that image yet. As it is, when I saw him, I just had to remember those terrible memories and got so emotional that I teared! For once in the previous 3 months or so... What's going on???