falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 5:55 PM
I just got back my stats results. It was a blow to me. I acted as if nothing was wrong although I know perfectly what have I done. At first, I didn't know why I was sad, it's not the first time I fail a test. But now I figured it out. I'M DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. Because I know for a fact that it was ME who made such a thing happen. If I wasn't always playing a fool during lessons...If I made the effort to study harder...There're so many "if"s I can find...But what's the use of it??? I'm upset, totally. But I know, what's the point? I just got to buck up this term and work harder to make a miracle happen. Sounds easy yeah? It's another matter whether this thing will be done or not. Seriously, my stats results may even be good news for me. Reason being, it really served as a wake-up call just like my PACC test last semester!!! But bad news would be whether I can pull that lousy grade up or not. It's up to me, I know that. And I'll work for it. I just can't disappoint myself further. And I'm really praying hard that my econs didn't screw big time. If not, all this new found confidence I had for this new sem would just disappear...Hester saw through me when I tried to pretend nothing happened. Looks like I got to brush up on my acting skills the next time. And, Gabriel was really good. He offered me help in stats. Thanks a millon, Gabriel. I'm afraid you're going to find me more irritating now. =p
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