falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 2:31 PM
I miss the beach...
Here I am, halfway packing my room when I came across my box of memories... As the name of this box states, my secondary school memories are all contained in this box, those notes I used to pass around in class and those christmas cards we exchanged over the past few years... I'm so full of overwhelming memories, those days I missed so MUCH!!!
人，往往失去了心里最珍贵的东西才懂得后悔莫及。
而我当然不例外。在我心里。
的最深处有一个我永远也忘不了的一段恋情...
我想，那个男孩到现在也不知道我。
有多么深深地爱过他吧.
在我在整理房间的时候，找到我们曾经一起写过的记忆本。
翻开记忆本的那一页正是我们交往的第十二天，他写给我的信。
以前那段甜蜜的恋情又回到我的脑海里，
那是我中二的时候，
通过我的朋友而认识他的。
交换了电话号码，便开始和他sms说话。
晚上，就会打给他聊天，就这样我们开始
对彼此有情感。
终于，我毫不犹豫地跟他开始交往。
因为我当时不能一直和他。
sms，我们就通过信跟彼此沟通，
而晚上也会家里的电话偷偷的拿进房间，打
给他聊天。
每天他都会接我上学，又会陪我回家。
简单又纯白的恋情，
却让我到。
现在也能把每一个情节给记住...
Ok, enough of those chinese, I think my chinese is kinda "deproving" by days, months and years of not writing or speaking chinese! omg! =p sorry, 谢老师!
Anyway, what I wrote above really came from the bottom of my heart, that guy, I'd never forget...Sorry to say, I can never get that type of wondeful and memorable experience ever again from anyone else because...He's just too perfect...Too glamourous... Sad to say, I lost a perfect partner, only to gain regretfulness in return.=( After we broke up, due to ME( I hate myself for that), he got together with a classmate of his and I heard they were really sweet till they broke up again after getting their "O"s results. He's now in year 2, RP. Wish him all the best and may he be happy with whoever he's with now! [This is for him if he ever come across my blog! ]
And, I just wanted to point out how one don't know how to treasure their loved ones before it's too late to look back...No matter it's your bf/gf/family/friends, it would be great to learn how to treasure them, treat them nicely, after all, they're the ones closest to you, and the ones who understand you the most.
And of course, there's still my two best friends whom I have not forgotten, and will NEVER forget! Wan-ting and Jing Mei~ While packing my room, I also came across those little notes we used to pass around in class right under our teachers' noses. I read them of course. Only to find how irritating I am and how bad a friend I was. I remembered that there was a war between me and WT before, in sec 1! Hard to imagine that, but it was because of my bad. I was really a devil in my early days (before I met tt guy above)...Shitter...I really had an unglam past, most of you wouldn't know. But I'm lucky to have met him and changed for the better! For my sec 2 friends, INCLUDING WT & JM, I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Of course, please forgive me for my childishness and past actions which made your upset. I really had a pea brain then! Hard to admit but I definitely wanna apologise to JM, because I did hurt her once, as for WT, I finally know why you couldn't trust me then. Despite that, I'm proud to say that I've changed to a really loud and good girl! Hahahs...AND MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER! =))) BON VOYAGE TO YOU TWO!!!
I am too, leaving for China- Yunnan this Friday night! =D
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