falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Monday, December 29, 2008 11:37 PM
It's really been mean of me to say such things about my mum. But I was really upset yesterday and it all went out. I was feeling so miserable then, without anyone whom I can talk to, so there it went, into my blog. I hid that entry, because I really felt bad about saying all those things. My mum's nice, the nicest and the one and only mum I can get in this world. Despite her strict discipline and all the bad things she does when she's in a bad mood, she's still the best mum on earth. This really came from the bottom of my heart, and...Credit goes to Terence's recommended show, Kian Tat and JM. I love my mum truly and I'm just got to live with that strict discipline she has. Anyway, Terence was right...Why should I change myself in order to attract people? Why can't I be myself? If only I could keep that in mind...It'd be good and to find a person who love you for who you are and NOT who you try to be! I guess, I just have to focus on my studies and wait for my actual Mr. Right to appear. I seriously doubt anyone would be attracted to my looks anyway...sad case...=p
And that trauma I went through in my upper sec days made me become so full of laughter in an attempt to protect myself, but now it's totally in me to laugh so loud and to ignore people's comment on my loudness. My crappiness came from there! But it still protects me till now....
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