falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:36 PM
A busy day at home today...Woke up with a stomachache and couldn't join those badminton peeps for our weekly session this morning. Went down with my mum for brunch around 10plus and went to get the pork ribs for tonight's Bak Kut Teh...=)
Anyway, some random things that came across my mind...
Would you ever believe someone who has lied to you? I was a lier once. In my lower sec days, and it was because of my lies that landed me in a cold war with WT. But precisely because of that, I changed for the better, completely. Ok, well, not that I became a completely different person, but I did change and win the trust and loyalty of WT and JM, and of course the other friends around me.
But things changes when you lie umpteen times and hurt people's feelings in the process, without showing repentance at all!
Anyway, feel that it's not worth thinking too much or spending the effort to hate that person who did the worst damage to me. It's even easier to be neutral towards that person than to hate him and keep trying to keep him out of my life don't you agree?
Hate is a tiring affair and as much as I want to do that, I don't know why I can't bring myself to hate a person. I feel bad about it, maybe because I am a kind person and think that everyone deserves a chance to not be hated.
~For this person I wanted out of my life not too long ago.~
Thanks for letting me free the other time, it made me find my true love and know exactly what type of person you are. I hated you then, was super angry and broke off all contacts with you. But till not too long ago, when you called me, I was so glad I felt nothing at all. Because previously, you made me realise that I'm actually the life buoy for you. I'm not angry at you for treating me this way, and I just dun want to be used by you time and time again. I snapped out of it soon enough. Time really heals all wounds, and it made me forget you a bit by a bit. And finally, you're nothing more than a common friend to me. Thanks for telling me all those lies, because it made me see clearly how blind I was with you. Love makes people dumb, and I totally agree. But now, I'm really happy and in love with Jin Yan, and I really hope you can find your new love soon enough. Cheers~ =)
Anyway, some random things that came across my mind...
Would you ever believe someone who has lied to you? I was a lier once. In my lower sec days, and it was because of my lies that landed me in a cold war with WT. But precisely because of that, I changed for the better, completely. Ok, well, not that I became a completely different person, but I did change and win the trust and loyalty of WT and JM, and of course the other friends around me.
But things changes when you lie umpteen times and hurt people's feelings in the process, without showing repentance at all!
Anyway, feel that it's not worth thinking too much or spending the effort to hate that person who did the worst damage to me. It's even easier to be neutral towards that person than to hate him and keep trying to keep him out of my life don't you agree?
Hate is a tiring affair and as much as I want to do that, I don't know why I can't bring myself to hate a person. I feel bad about it, maybe because I am a kind person and think that everyone deserves a chance to not be hated.
~For this person I wanted out of my life not too long ago.~
Thanks for letting me free the other time, it made me find my true love and know exactly what type of person you are. I hated you then, was super angry and broke off all contacts with you. But till not too long ago, when you called me, I was so glad I felt nothing at all. Because previously, you made me realise that I'm actually the life buoy for you. I'm not angry at you for treating me this way, and I just dun want to be used by you time and time again. I snapped out of it soon enough. Time really heals all wounds, and it made me forget you a bit by a bit. And finally, you're nothing more than a common friend to me. Thanks for telling me all those lies, because it made me see clearly how blind I was with you. Love makes people dumb, and I totally agree. But now, I'm really happy and in love with Jin Yan, and I really hope you can find your new love soon enough. Cheers~ =)
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