Well, I guess everything's over. The storm brewed and have already calmed down. The raindrops falling will no longer be so salty anymore because I know what the storm is about. Probably the state of denial made me lost in the storm, but the sun is now out and I probably know what the final result is gonna be. I'm gonna live my life like it was before this storm.
Defense mechanism is up again, that's why I am super hyper and cranky these days. But nice mechanism though, it gives me a shield to protect myself...At least, it's something that gave me a place to hide...