falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Thursday, August 13, 2009 9:55 PM
Feeling really worried and scared about this coming semestral exam, more accurately speaking, I'm more worried about the fact that it will determine if my GPA can remain the same or make it drop or rise. I need more self-confidence I guess, but I'm lacking of it now. Not when I'm left with 1 week to study and having 3 modules to be tested on, 12 chapters each. >.<
On the happier note, I had a really great time on Tuesday! Although I stayed up late the previous night just to rush out my RWPS for submission for plagurism report, I was really happy to have stayed to watch the SB Talentime! :D My first time using a DSLR! DSLR rocks!!! How I wish I could have my own soon... >.<
Shooting is so addictive I think I shot more than 20 pictures per contestant that night, along with the guest performance by Kenny Khoo...
Main sponsors of tt event included Coffee bean but we didn't get to drink it because we were busy shooting...damnit...
nonetheless, still enjoyed the event because I think it's a really rewarding experience! :D an opportunity to upgrade my photography skills!
Thanks to Poo siang who helped me adjust the camera settings before the event, owe him a cup of kopi... >.<>
a pic taken after the event with Janessa, CONGRATS ON GETTING 2nd! Never give up yeah? :)
The skies at my place on a wednesday morning...a really beautiful sight i wish i could capture every morning...
Just some rantings to go~
Life sucks as we all know it, but it sucks even more when you feel bad about yourself with absolutely no good points you can find. i wish for someone to share the joy, sadness and every emotion i have. sadly there isnt anyone at all.
the tormenting days have arrived, or rather, it became a more obvious fact tt exams are coming, the same old feeling of guilt because I've yet to start studying when some ppl around me are. the same fear arises when i think of the possibility tt my gpa will drop and make it hard for me to get into local uni. i really dun have a choice because my dad wont pay for overseas uni for me... seriously, i'm succumbing to stress and i wish i could have some time to relax when i cant really afford to. hell goes with the exams coming.... >.<
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