The jigsaw puzzles at JP reminded me of those silly hopes and dreams I used to have not too long ago...It's kinda stupid that I'm still reminded of these kind of things when it's very very obvious my silly hopes and dreams will never realise.
Exams are coming and I really shouldn't be thinking about these kind of things but well...If only I had control over my mind, but now, it's my heart that has control over my mind...
if only time could rewind and my life could take a few steps back, i wouldn't have done some things that i've...but instead of thinking about all these, it's time i think of how i can help myself for now and do things to make up for all times lost. Gonna put in my HEART & SOUL into my studies for now. All unrelated stuff should go into the dustbin or into my memory box NOW! There's no time to waste and I know it very well, it's just a matter of self-discipline.
I must learn to cope with loneliness although it's something i hate. Thanks to seb and hester, plus gabriel (last min) for keeping me company tonight! on msn only though... :)