falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Thursday, October 15, 2009 1:25 PM
This holiday have been peaceful yet hectic for me. Things may have went on the wrong track, and sometimes, I, myself finding it to be difficult or almost impossible to stay on the bright note. But, I survived!
I suddenly felt so at ease and peaceful after cleaning up my table making it look real neat and tidy, although I dunno how long it will last looking so tidy, I really think that it's super nice to be working in a neat environment all the time! Threw out many clothes I've been keeping for keep's sake, clothes ranging from those bought in primary school and secondary school! Dunno why I used to like keeping all kinds of stuff, and I just realised that they take up a damn lot of space, so I just started throwing everything out. >.<
I'm addicted to cooking, and I've been trying to cook all kinds of dishes this holiday. The only perks of the day besides starting spring cleaning early, is the time I spend in the kitchen. I'm really starting to wish that I can be a great cook and a natural at it, but fact is, I ain't some natural good cook. *bitter laughter ;)
Finally someone to accompany me for gems, ok, not someone, but some two nice fellas. Gab and Ter, Tues mornings with Intro to French. :)
Terence says I'm showing signs of depression, am I really?
There're really somethings that I feel damn depressed about, and it's as though I dun have a solution to that problem that's taking its toll on me... It isn't that easy to say "I quit"...
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