freaking tired and scared i wish life could just stop for a moment and let me take a breather...but it's useless to even think about this now...all in the name of last minute...mst is just next week and everything seems so scary to me...the stress tt i just lessened a bit by cooking hooked onto me like some invisible rope, it's just tightening around me till i cant breathe and i simply broke down...i'm the guilty one...