falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..
Just that I may have lost myself..
bubbly
Sunday, December 6, 2009 8:34 PM
I should be studying for my exams now, and, I am technically, with my notes lying in front of me but the definitions in my T&D notes are simply not going in.
I wish diffusion takes place at this point of time, or rather, I wish I've photogenic memory but it's obviously just wishful thinking of mine...Oh boy...it's times like these that makes me wanna be focused on my studies and not let my mind wander somewhere else, like tv shows but it's simply irresistable...
I don't know what happened to me this semester, as far as I'm trying to push myself forward to strive for good grades again, I'm falling falling and falling backwards. It's not the motivation part, I'm motivated to work hard, probably because of my personality though, but still, my life's still as boring as ever...The thought of just stopping school temporarily crossed my mind, but it's just casual passing even though I know it's starting to mean something when these kind of thoughts wonder past my mind...
Nothing much, I just wanted to blog after having a terrible headache trying to do last minute studying.. I hope all goes well, if not I'm really not sure where can I find the strength to stand back up again. Oh well~
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