falling
I am still a cranky girl with my smiles and loud voice, as well as my laughters.
Just that I may have lost myself..

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Friday, April 16, 2010 12:06 AM
Life's a funny thing isn't it?

I was just wondering about how interesting the world is, and how nice my friends are when I suddenly read my best friend's blog...

I was just thinking how funny the world is... All of us "walk" in circles... There're over 6 billion people in this world... It's fate that allowed us to know each other, sincerity which made us friends, and love which made us lovers.

There are always friends we make wherever we go, or at least, that's the case for me. And then one day, you get to see them again and catch up with them although you weren't really close to them when you first met them.

Reason why I'm saying this is because, I've been seeing my primary school school mates around and even secondary school mates often these days. It's cool because I haven't seen them for such a long time and it was surprising because we still could recognise each other! And fate allowed us to meet again! Hahas... :p

I just met my sec sch classmate who has been in the same class and CCA with me for all 4 years today! He's entering Army next week... Hahas...It's the irony because I thought he wouldn't approach me but he did! He called me suddenly and I was surprised to see who was there! It was Benny, before that I also saw Swizzle and Lynette who were my sec 3 & 4 classmates.

Just yesterday, for our weekly badminton sessions, Amanda brought her sec sch friend along and she used to be in the same primary school as me! After that, I met another friend from my primary school, it was a He. And we used to sit the school bus together, bullying the kids sometimes and I'm also always bullied by him. Hahas...

That's why I thought the world was interesting but I think that the world is cruel too. Just as happiness falls, sadness glows in the background. I switched on my laptop earlier to check if my friend replied my email and I went to her blog to take a look if she's back so I could contact her and all. But I ended up facing 2 entries which expressed her disappointment and displeasure with us, her best friends...I don't deny that it was partially my fault for not attempting to contact her while she was overseas doing her internship. Anyone reading the following might think that it's an excuse but I'm telling you it's not... I read her blog and I could see she was having fun in Vietnam so I didn't ask her much because emails weren't our usual form of communication and my msn screwed up on me. Our usual form of communication was thru' the phone cause I love talking to people via the phone, hearing their voices and their emotions rather than msg-ing. I believe I'm not wrong in saying that the phone was meant to be just for calling till sms was invented. That's when expectations of communications grew... I'm sad that she thinks I don't care about her even though I do, maybe I'm not obvious enough about my care and concern or my obvious lack of communications. I do care no matter what because I still treat you as one of us... And the best ones in fact...

-The End-



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