Many things have happened since my absence from this space.

The beginning and the end of my project which took away so much time, confidence as well as brain cells. I have to admit, our standards were just not there at all. Which was why our results were likely to be disappointing. But this is not the time to fret, it's time to buck up instead. It's not the end of the world, it's just a lesson learnt the rather long way. (:

Despite saying this, I find myself rather demoralised and sad that I performed below my own expectations of myself. It's good and bad finding out that you're just not that best performer because there're so many other competitors who have done so much better than you. Anyway, it's a lesson learnt and a time for reflection for myself. Maybe I've been too negligent in my work, definitely I've a long way to go to improve myself.

Small efforts go a long way, so I shall then start today. (: