It was a "blank mind" day for me a few days before my exams started. I couldn't concentrate on my modules as I was simply too stressed and determined to excel. I picked up the phone and scrolled down the list, thinking of who I could call who could motivate me.

Jing Mei: My best friend and study pal, but she's too nice a girl to knock some sense into me.

Terence: My first best guy friend ever made in poly, but he's too mean and truthful to me. (The truth hurts you see?)

Jun Xiang: A long lost friend who has always been there, and I think he's the one.

Indeed, through our conversation that night, I saw my flaws in the most beautiful manner. The changes which I've gone through since my sec school till now. It was really brilliant! It has changed my attitude ever since then, because of the word "Awareness".

I call it awareness because I know what role am I playing, what mask am I putting forth to everyone and what I've done so far to make me such a pathetic role now. To think I thought I was a great person, it's far from the truth. It's only the picture I painted for myself.

But now, I've found the path I'm going to take. No more hesitation and simply my determination and attitude bringing me forward in each step I take.

I AM GOING TO DO IT. (: